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Funerals are hard, but... Yeah, that was
brutal.

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Yeah.

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You mean it?

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Yeah.

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Ready to go inside?

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Yeah. I'll grab the box.

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Yeah.

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Beautiful, beautiful service, but, uh...
So many people.

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So much talking.

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Oh, God.

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I miss him.

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I do.

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Everybody, you know, keep... Kept
asking, how are you?

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And... What do you say?

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I'm... I'm fine as we can be,

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but... No.

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That's it.

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It's done.

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Mm-hmm.

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I think we should do that today.

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I think it's important that we're
together.

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You know?

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Absolutely.

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I'm always going to be here for you.

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But you're going to have to go.

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You're going to do it?

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Yeah, please.

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Absolutely.

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Yes.

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That's not right.

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I'm sorry.

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It's okay.

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You look just like him.

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I'm sorry if that's hard for you. No,
it's not.

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It's hard, but it's comforting at the
same time.

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You're so proud of you.

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I wanted to be just like him.

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You were so much like him.

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You know, he died a hero.

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Yes, he did.

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I just, I can't get my head around it.

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I don't understand how they got him when
he was so far away.

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They ambushed him.

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But not before he saved all those
people.

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Yeah.

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That's who he was.

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Yeah.

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We don't make them like this anymore.

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No, they don't.

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So nice.

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I think this is fit.

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I think that's your thigh.

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See the same sizes? Yeah.

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He looked just like him.

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I'll stay as long as you need me to,
okay?

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Okay.

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Thank you.

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Come on in.

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I'm holding up.

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How about you?

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I'm just trying to keep my mind busy.

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Yeah. Distract myself.

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Just keep thinking about how I didn't
live up to him.

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You know, when he was my age, he was out
fighting for our country.

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Saving people's lives.

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20 years old and I'm here working some
bullshit job going to school for

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whatever and I just can't help but think
I Didn't live up to him

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Well, I can assure you That he

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never thought you were a disappointment
or a failure and certainly now if he

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could see you and how you Took a job of
taking care of your stepmom

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You've been there for me so many times
that, like, how could I not?

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How could I not be there for you?

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But, I don't know.

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It's just hard.

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I know it's hard, but I know there was
the initial disappointment that you

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didn't choose the military life.

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You know, I remember you guys arguing
about that. But what you don't know is

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that when he saw...

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Your level of commitment to forging your
own path is incredibly

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proud of you.

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You know?

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Yeah. I know I'm just your stepmom, but
I'm proud of you, too.

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Thank you.

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So, what's in the box?

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This, uh... This is your dad's uniform.

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I've been giving it some thought, and,
uh... I think he would want you to have

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it. I think you should have that.

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Well... Are you sure?

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I don't know if you meant to... I

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think, um...

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I think that...

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It makes sense for you to have it
because I think it can symbolize

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something else to you, what it means to
be a hero, you know?

94
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And I think it's good luck for you.

95
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And I think it'll fit you, actually.

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You should try it on.

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I don't know.

98
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Wouldn't that be disrespectful to him?

99
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Not at all. I think he'd want you to
wear it and derive a different kind of

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meaning out of it.

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You know?

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Yeah.

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I don't know.

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I don't think it's even going to fit.

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I think it will.

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We'll see.

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All right.

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Well, I'll go to the bathroom.

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Oh, no, you don't need to do that.

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You're my stepson.

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We do.

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Try it on.

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Oh, all right.

114
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Oh, I should start with, um, I should
start with you.

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Um, what do you like?

116
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They're cute.

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As shiny as I remember them.

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These are the two.

119
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See? We're the same size.

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You look so much like him.

121
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Need help with the buttons?

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Hey, Mom, what are you doing?

123
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I'm so sorry. You look exactly

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like him.

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I shouldn't. Oh, no, no, no, no. Please,
please, please, please.

126
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It's been so long.

127
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I was with him for so long.

128
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And then I didn't see him when he was
deployed.

129
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It's been months and months without him.

130
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I just... I care so much, and the way he
touched me, and...

131
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You look so much like him. I just... I
feel... I know, I know.

132
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But I just... It just doesn't seem like
it would be right.

133
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Well, I think he would want us to look

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out for each other.

135
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Well, yeah.

136
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Yeah. The way that we've always looked
out for each other. I remember helping

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you with your application for school and
finding that apartment in

138
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town. Thank you so much. Yeah.

139
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You've done so much for me. Anything.

140
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I would do anything for you. I would do
anything for you, too.

141
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Yeah, you would?

142
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I really appreciate that.

143
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And I know your father would appreciate
that as well.

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I don't know if he would be okay with
it.

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I think he would.

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I just think that in the same way that,
you know, I know that your father is

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proud of you for thinking around and
make sure that I'm okay.

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He would.

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Want us to seek comfort in each other,
in each other's bodies and intimacy.

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I want you to carry that on for him with
me.

151
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I would hate for you to feel
uncomfortable.

152
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No, no, no, no.

153
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I just, I don't want to do anything we
can't take back.

154
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Well, it would just be this one time.

155
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Just this one time.

156
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And we don't even have to speak of it
again.

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Just to help you out.

158
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Yeah.

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You want it too, don't you?

160
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I never thought I'd act on it. Yeah.

161
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I think your father would want this for
the both of us.

162
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Yeah? Mm-hmm.

163
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Okay, Mom.

164
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I'll do it if you really need this.

165
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I do.

166
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Yeah? Yeah.

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Thank you.

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Thank you, Lord.

169
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Thank you.

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Amen.

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Oh, yes.

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Oh,

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fuck.

174
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Yeah, that's so good

175
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Oh my goodness.

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Thank you.

177
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Yeah.

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Did you call me love bug?

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Your father called me love bug.

180
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That would really help me.

181
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Love bug?

182
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Oh my god.

183
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That's my love bug.

184
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Yeah.

185
00:43:37,450 --> 00:43:38,950
Is that how dad used to hold you? Yeah.

186
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Yes.

187
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Is that how you like your love bug?

188
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Yeah.

189
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Oh shit.

190
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I know.

191
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Oh, man.

192
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Oh, my God.

193
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Oh, fuck.

194
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Oh, fuck. Oh, my God.

195
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Oh, my God.

196
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Oh, my God.

197
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Oh, fuck.

198
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Oh, fuck.

199
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Oh,

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fuck.

201
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You are even more like your father than
I had originally thought.